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Chasing Corners
Flitting moments,
Passing time;
Chasing corners,
Losing my mind.
Where to go?
Where have I been?
When can I reach the street’s end?
Thoughts entrapped.
Subconsciously wishing
For no end;
Chasing corners.
Is there an end?
Who am I to know?
I am one who’s only just begun.
The ever growing moments
I have begun to ponder,
Letting thoughts flow over
Because there is no limit to their space.
They are chasing corners,
Like me.
Where is the end?
Does it exist?
When do I cease this attempt?
What can I say to bring me closer?
Tip it over,
Thoughts askew;
Not quite sure what to do.
So I’ll chase my corners,
Find the end of me.
Perhaps before death I can find what I’m meant to be.
Chasing corners for eternity is not appealing,
But my hope is vast enough to reach the ceiling.
Cut it like a knife,
Forget my strife;
Chase the corners til my end.
Have I been lost?
Where do I go?
What is this secret I can’t seem to know?
Where have I gone wrong?
What hav
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You played me like a marionette, like an instrument of your evil. You played me until my strings began to fray and left my limbs suspended on shaky threads. You left my artificial joints failing and still. You left me helpless.
I still have the scars you gave me; still unhealed slashes ingrained on my chest. You were amazingly painful in your method of dropping me from the six-story building you tricked me into building, but you were amazing nonetheless. We leapt through stories and climbed mountains on steel supports, holding each others hands despite the heat and sweat that left me struggling to keep my grip. I held on to you through the snow, the rain, and even the sun. Why did you let me go?
A marionette cannot work on it's own. Why did you tie on my strings if you knew you'd just leave them hanging?
I'm still waiting for you to come back to me, master. I love you, please come back and love me like you used to; don't let me rust.
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Fix me
ashes to ashes.
Pick up what of me you can find
break down what's left and what's dead
and rebuild me.
Bind together what's broken with your platitudes
stitch my cuts with brittle trust
and cover the scars with your image.
Make me what you want me to be:
String me up on your threads
And pull me in the right direction.
Control me.
Fix me..
Save me..
:icon9meangirl:9meangirl 2 6
Mature content
The Violinist :icon9meangirl:9meangirl 4 0
Untitled by 9meangirl Untitled :icon9meangirl:9meangirl 0 1 Request by 9meangirl Request :icon9meangirl:9meangirl 8 12 Rawr by 9meangirl Rawr :icon9meangirl:9meangirl 8 89 Mario and Luigi Sketch- Snow by 9meangirl Mario and Luigi Sketch- Snow :icon9meangirl:9meangirl 6 20
taking a part of me with every bite
eating away at me, day and night.
Piece by piece, torn apart,
as the parasite approaches my weakened heart
Taking away my breath
As I grow faint with each step
With this bug, eating away at me,
I give up my hopes of being free
As I cross the gap,
between life and death, my lungs collapse
And I give in to a greater power,
as the parasite begins to cower.
All of hell's angels begin to harmonize,
and all of my joy subsides,
and a fuzzy feeling fills my chest,
and I know I'll long be out of rest.
Clutching loosly to the hell in front of me,
I close my eyes and am able to see.
Letting go of all the past with a firm scold,
Prepared to let the doom in front of me, unfold.  
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Mature content
December 15th :icon9meangirl:9meangirl 2 6
Friends Collab by 9meangirl Friends Collab :icon9meangirl:9meangirl 0 0 'Factories Far Away' by 9meangirl 'Factories Far Away' :icon9meangirl:9meangirl 4 2 Request- Fogey4 by 9meangirl Request- Fogey4 :icon9meangirl:9meangirl 2 405 Problems by 9meangirl Problems :icon9meangirl:9meangirl 3 6
A smile, a laugh,
A new sense of purpose
Stomach flips and somersaults;
Cheeks stained red.
All the fear inside melts;
Happiness builds.
How do you make me feel this way?
It's like I've been reborn.
I feel strong, I feel brave...
In your arms,
Anything is possible.
Please, don't ever leave me.
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A Friend
All I want is to feel alright again.
Loneliness has become me and I it;
But a shell of who I used to be,

Happiness has destroyed me.
The steady beat of a drum,
Thumping in my chest,
Slowly fades with passing time:

My punishment for a heinous crime.
All I want is to feel right again.
All I really need is a friend.
:icon9meangirl:9meangirl 4 4

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Aww, sad face. It sucks, but I've got to leave 9meangirl behind me. I can't deal with the name. I'll miss the page views, but getting them for my actual work could be a really nice feeling.
For all of those interested, my new account is here: :iconsugary-venom:. I will be on there from now on. I will leave this account up and check it, but rarely. Good luck to you all and wish me luck starting anew!
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