9meangirl

Aww, sad face. It sucks, but I've got to leave 9meangirl behind me. I can't deal with the name. I'll miss the page views, but getting them for my actual work could be a really nice feeling.
For all of those interested, my new account is here: . I will be on there from now on. I will leave this account up and check it, but rarely. Good luck to you all and wish me luck starting anew!

I've been really busy with all this school shit from my week away, so my apologies for not being on very much and also for not being very active.
I have a little snippet I've been saving for something random, so I will post it here. It's a nice little snippet of a bigger picture but there's not much I plan to do with it. My drawing skills have like...given up on life, so I might not have any drawings up for a while.

Just as a little update, everything has gotten so much better in the past month for me. I really want to thank everyone on here and not on here who made me move and who talked to me throughout everything.
I'm really proud of how far I've come, and so far it's all been baby steps. Thank you guys!

My Age:
[x] I am considered a minor.
[ ] I am over 18.
[ ] I am under 13.
[x] I am in between the ages of 13 and 18.
[x] I wish I was older.
[ ] I wish I was younger.
[ ] I like my age.
[ ] I know how to drive, even though I'm too young to have my license.
[ ] I drink/smoke and I'm underage.

My Appearance:
[ ] I have brown hair.
[ ] I have blonde hair.
[ ] I have black hair.
[x] I have red hair.
[ ] I have an unnatural hair color.
[ ] I've dyed my hair before.
[x] I've gotten highlights/lowlights before.
[ ] I have curly hair.
[ ] I have straight hair.
[ ] I have wavy hair.
[x] I have frizzy hair.
[ ] I straighten my hair every day.
[ ] I have brown eyes.
[x] I have blue eyes.
[ ] I have gray eyes.
[ ] I have hazel eyes.
[x] I have green eyes.
[ ] My eyes change colours.
[x] I have glasses.
[ ] I use regular contacts.
[ ] I got laser eye surgery.
[ ] I am under 5'4.
[ ] I'm under 5 feet.
[x] I'm over 5'4.
[ ] I am over 6 feet tall.
[x] I love my height.
[ ] I hate my height.
[ ] I am happy with the size I am.
[x] I wish I was skinnier.
[ ] I wish I could gain some weight.
[x] I am trying to lose weight.
[ ] I have gone on fad diets before.
[ ] I have taken diet pills and laxatives.
[ ] My shoe size is above a 9.
[ ] My shoe size is under a 5.
[x] My shoe size is normal.
[ ] It's hard for me to find shoes that fit.

Style/Makeup:
[ ] I shop at stores like Abercrombie, Holllister, and American Eagle.
[x] I've shopped at Hot Topic.
[ ] I shop at stores like PacSun and Zumies.
[ ] I shop at stores like Bloomingdales and Saks.
[ ] I shop at stores like Forever 21 and Urban Outfitters.
[x] I shop at Wal-Mart, Target, and K-Mart.
[ ] I love shopping.
[x] I hate shopping, and still wear stuff from five years ago.
[ ] I own a designer purse.
[ ] I love those oversized tote bags.
[ ] I despise skinny jeans.
[ ] I wear high-waisted jeans.
[ ] Mary-Kate Olsen is definitely my style icon.
[ ] Shoes are my life.
[ ] I live in my converses.
[ ] I love Uggs!
[ ] I absolutely cannot stand flip flops.
[ ] I get my nails done every week.
[x] I wear perfume.
[ ] I hate pedicures.
[ ] I wear false eyelashes.
[ ] I wear a lot of makeup.
[x] I don't wear any makeup.
[ ] I love Burt's Bees.
[ ] I wear a ton of eyeliner.
[ ] I wear lipstick.
[ ] I wear lipliner.
[x] I feel uncomfortable when wearing mini skirts.
[ ] I wear a lot of low cut shirts that show a lot of cleavage.
[ ] High heels are sexy.
[ ] I cannot walk in high heels.
[ ] I love wedges.
[x] I live in my jeans.
[ ] My dog is my favorite accessory
[ ] I prefer granny panties.
[ ] I buy all my bras from Victoria's Secret.
[ ] I love Victoria's Secret's PINK line.

School:
[ ] I am in college.
[ ] I am a high school dropout.
[ ] I am homeschooled.
[ ] I've graduated.
[ ] I go to a private school.
[ ] I go to a Catholic school.
[x] I go to a public school.
[ ] I am in Honors classes.(don't have )
[ ] I was held back a grade.
[ ] I skipped a grade.
[ ] I want to get into an Ivy League college.
[ ] My favorite class is English.
[ ] I hate science.
[ ] I hate English.
[x] I love math.
[ ] I am currently failing one or more of my classes.
[ ] My teachers are horrible, and I have no clue why they were hired.
[x] I love my teachers.
[x] I want to graduate now!
[ ] I wish I could stay in high school forever.
[ ] I am/was in band or orchestra.
[x] I am/was in choir.
[ ] I'm in a lot of clubs.
[ ] I play a ton of school sports.
[ ] I'm on a Varsity or JV team.
[ ] I'm in all the school plays.
[ ] I can hardly wait to go to college.

My Friends:
[ ] I have a best friend.
[x] I have more than one best friend.
[x] I have a lot of acquaintances.
[ ] I don't have any friends
[x] My friends are crazy, but I love them.
[ ] My friends and I do a ton of stuff together.
[/] I have a lot of guy friends.
[x] I have had the same best friend for years.
[ ] My best friends change like I change my underwear.
[ ] My friends and I get into a lot of fights.

The Opposite Sex (or Same Sex):
[x] I have a boyfriend/girlfriend.
[ ] I'm single.
[ ] I hook up frequently.
[ ] I've never had a boyfriend/girlfriend.
[ ] I'm gay.
[ ] I'm bi.
[ ] I'm lesbian.
[x] I'm pan-sexual.
[ ] I'm boy-crazy.
[x] I've dated my friend's ex.
[ ] I've never been kissed.
[ ] I've had an abortion before.
[ ] I was pregnant in high school.
[ ] I'm saving myself until I'm married.
[ ] I'm just waiting for the right guy to have sex with.
[ ] I lost my virginity under the age of 13.
[x] I love tall guys/girls.
[x] I would date someone shorter than me.
[x] I focus more on looking for a guy/girl with a good personality than a really hot guy/girl.
[x] I love guys/girls with blue eyes.
[x] Facial hair is sexy on some boys.
[x] Guys/girls with piercings and tattoos are amazing.
[ ] I love preppy guys/girls.
[ ] I love the nerds.
[x] I would date someone in the army.

Family:
[x] My parents are married.
[] My parents are divorced.
[ ] My parents are living together, but aren't married.
[ ] I love my parents.
[ ] I hate my parents.
[x] I love my parents, but they annoy me a lot.
[ ] My parents are so embarrassing!
[ /] My parents are really strict.
[ ] My parents let me do whatever I want.
[ ] I tell everything to my parents.
[x] I don't tell anything to my parents.
[ ] I tell some things to my parents.
[ ] I have a brother.
[x] I have a sister.
[ ] I am the oldest in the family.
[x] I'm in the middle.
[ ] I'm the youngest in the family.
[x] I have a brother or sister in college.
[ ] I babysit my brother or sister all the time.
[x] I love my grandparents.
[ ] One or more of my great grandparents are alive.
[ ] I've been to a family reunion before.

Other Stuff:
[ /] I'm a grammar nazi.
[ ] I love erasers.
[x] Chocolate is sex.
[x] I'm pro choice.
[ ] I'm pro life.
[ ] I'm a Democrat.
[ ] I'm a Republican.
[x] I don't know what I am.
[ ] I love Bush.
[x] I check my email every day.
[ ] I use MSN.
[ ] I love Facebook.
[ ] I prefer Myspace.
[x] I hate people that TYPE LiiKE THiiS 0r Th!$ oR tHiSsSsS
[x] I love Chinese food.

The only thing I've been inspired enough to work on lately is a design for a couple of Naruto OCs, and since I've been taught that writing is a coping skill, I think it'd do me well to develop a story with them after I introduce them here. I'll post it for the hell of it, if it turns out good. My dA has been so blank, and I don't think that's fair xD

Naruto
[x] You're stubborn.
[x] You like ramen.
[ ] Are foxes your favourite animal?
[ ] You're afraid of ghosts.
[x] You're jealous of your best friend.
[x] Are you a hands-on kind of person?
[ ] Do you have a crush on someone, who isn't interested in you?
[x] You want people to respect you.
[ ] You never give up.
[ ] Are you tan? -LMFAO-
[ ] Do you make friends easily?
[ ] Were you born in October?
[x] Do you strive to reach your goals?
[x] You like the colour orange.
Total: 7

Sasuke
[/] You don't care about other people or their opinions. (depends)
[ ] Are you left handed?
[x] You prefer being alone.
[/] Are you cold, cruel or withdrawn?
[/] Are you talented?
[x] Have you had to work on your social skills?
[x] Do you practice your skills?
[x] Do you have a motive in your life that you live for?
[ ] Do you feel like you're cursed?
[ ] Were you born in July?
[ ] Are you popular?
[ ] Do you have an older brother?
Total: 5.5

Sakura
[/] You like pink and red. -just red. no pink. ever.-
[x] Do you feel like something inside of you is ordering you?
[ ] You and your friends have a crush on the same person.
[x] You're smart.
[ ] You have a five-finger forehead.
[x] You usually repress your emotions.
[x] You insult people just to annoy them.
[ ] You're aiming for a medical career.
[x] You grew long hair because of your crush.
[ ] Were you born in March?
[x] Are you constantly shot down by your crush?
Total: 6.5

Kakashi
[x] You read romance novels.
[x] You like to spend time in the fields.
[x] Have you separated from some group?
[x] Is your personality hard to describe?
[ ] Are you often late?
[x] Do you like to use something that covers your mouth?
[] Do you use the sayings: "A black cat crossed my path..." or "I fell into a sewer..."
[ ] Is one of your eyes a different colour from your other one?
[ ] You only have one hobby.
[ ] Were you born in September?
[x] You strongly value teamwork.
[ ] Do you have strong leadership skills?
Total: 6

Itachi
[x] You like red and black.
[ ] You wear purple nail polish.
[ ] You paint your toenails.
[x] You've been the leader in a group.
[/] You're a lot more advanced than others in your age class.
[x] You're unforgiving at times.
[ ] You judge people.
[ ] You hang out with a certain crowd.
[/] You have a little brother.
[x] You dress in overly long clothes.
[x] Is your birthday in June?
[x] You have long hair.
Total: 7

Gaara:
[ ] You like sand.
[x] You couldn't care less.
[x] You're alone a lot of the time.
[x] You've made some sort of a symbol of love on your skin.
[ ] Your name oddly describes yourself.
[x] You have one reason to live.
[x] Your life has had a significant turn.
[x] You have red hair.
[ ] Is your birthday in January?
[] Are you really short?
[x] You take a while to warm up to people.
[x] You like the colour red.
Total: 8

Rock Lee
[x] You believe in hard work.
[ ] You're decisive.
[/] You have large eyes.
[x] You're a unique person.
[x] You've seriously decided to do something.
[x] You have a huge crush on someone.
[x] You have a person who you share a warm relationship with.
[ ] You have a black bowl-cut.
[ ] You've been in an accident where you were had little chance to survive.
[x] You like green.
[ ] People make fun of your eyebrows.
[ ] You've worn a spandex unitard more than twice.
Total: 5.5

Jiraiya
[ ] You write and sell romance novels.
[x] Are you a pervert?
[ ] Do you like alcohol?
[] You're somewhat famous.
[ ] You have long white hair.
[] Do you spy on people for some reason?
[] You're specialized in some field.
[ ] You're over 20.
[] You're in some way great.
[] Do you have an ambiguous way of thinking?
Total: 1

Orochimaru
[x] Are you pale?
[x] Do you like snakes?
[x] Is one of your hobbies fencing?
[ ] Are you strong?
[/] Are you sadistic, power-hungry and egoistic by nature?
[ ] Do you use people as pawns?
[x] Do you have a dream?
[ ] You don't feel empathy for other people.
[ ] Do you lust for someone else's body?
[ ] Are you over 20?
[x] Do you long to know everything?
Total: 6.5

Tsunade
[x] Do you like to play gambling games?
[ ] Do you like snails?
[ ] Do you have a pig/pigs at home?
[ ] Are you afraid of blood?
[ ] Do you have an object that you believe brings bad luck? (MY BIKE)
[ ] You're in the medical field.
[x] You're dependent on something.
[ ] You're a blond. -I've been called one-
[ ] Do you use rejuvenation creams?
[ ] Are you over 20?
Total: 2

Shikamaru
[x] Are you lazy?
[/] Are you intelligent?
[x] Is everything too troublesome for you?
[/] You often play shogi.
[x] You like shadows.
[x] You pretend to sleep a lot.
[] Your IQ is over 200. (I have no idea)
[x] You wear a ponytail.
[x] You often use the saying "How troublesome" or something near it.
[ ] Is your birthday in September?
[ ] You recently took up smoking.
Total: 7

Shino
[x] Do you like bugs?
[ ] You prefer eating salad.
[x] You don't like tofu.
[ ] Your personality is quiet and mysterious.
[x] You hate food with strong aromas.
[ ] Do you collect bugs?
[ ] Is your favourite saying "Trump card"?
[x] Do you use sunglasses a lot?
[x] You don't tell much about yourself.
[] Is your birthday in January?
[x] You don't talk much unless asked or provoked.
Total: 6

Hinata
[/] Are you extremely shy?
[x] Are you a bit insecure about yourself?
[x] Are you trying to improve some of your skills?
[x] Do you feel like your family doesn't appreciate you?
[/] Have you had a crush on someone for a long time now?
[x] Knowing someone has increased your self-confidence.
[x] You make some mistakes.
[ ] You have violet hair. (does that make sense?)
[ ] Were you born in December?
[x] You don't give up easily. (depends)
[x] Have you been known to get really dizzy or faint?
Total: 8

Iruka
[ ] You have a scar on your face.
[x] You worry about other people.
[ ] Is your favourite word "believe"?
[x] Do you like dolphins?
[x] You and your friend have a similar past.
[x] You're kind by nature.
[ ] Is your hobby the hot springs?
[ ] Is you blood type B? (I have no Idea)
[x] Your favourite food is ramen.
[ ] Were you born in May?
Total: 5

Neji
[x] Are you an exceptional student at school?
[/] Are you frighteningly good at something?
[ ] You're a genius.
[ ] Your personality is confident and somewhat stiff.
[/] You don't show your emotions.
[] You believe you cannot change destiny.
[x] Someone has influenced your way of thinking.
[/] You do things seriously.
[x] Do you feel like you can see through people?
[...] Do you come into terms with your cousins?
Total: 4.5


Kankuro
[x] You have two siblings.
[ ] You're tough by nature.
[x] You're afraid of your brother/sister.
[x] You like to fix things.
[x] Your hobby is puppets. -no but I love them -
[x] You like to paint your face.
[ ] You hang out with a lot with your brother/sister.
[ ] You don't talk much.
[ ] You use purple make up.
[ ] You have brown hair.
[x] You have a good sense of humour.
[/] Your arrogance sometimes gets you into trouble.
Total: 6.5



Temari
[ ] You're the oldest of three.
[ ] Do you like to wear fishnets?
[ ] You're (overly) confident/arrogant.
[x] You like to put your hair in ponytails.
[x] You're tall in comparison to your friends and family.
[x] Do you have thick skin?
[x] You like wind.
[] Do you wear short skirts? (like I have the confidence to)
[x] You don't really believe in omens.
[x] You like the colour purple.
Total: 6

Gaara and Hinata