Flitting moments,
Passing time;
Chasing corners,
Losing my mind.
Where to go?
Where have I been?
When can I reach the street’s end?
Running,
Laughing;
Thoughts entrapped.
Subconsciously wishing
For no end;
Chasing corners.
Is there an end?
Who am I to know?
I am one who’s only just begun.
The ever growing moments
I have begun to ponder,
Letting thoughts flow over
Because there is no limit to their space.
They are chasing corners,
Like me.
Where is the end?
Does it exist?
When do I cease this attempt?
What can I say to bring me closer?
Tip it over,
Thoughts askew;
Not quite sure what to do.
So I’ll chase my corners,
Find the
You played me like a marionette, like an instrument of your evil. You played me until my strings began to fray and left my limbs suspended on shaky threads. You left my artificial joints failing and still. You left me helpless.
I still have the scars you gave me; still unhealed slashes ingrained on my chest. You were amazingly painful in your method of dropping me from the six-story building you tricked me into building, but you were amazing nonetheless. We leapt through stories and climbed mountains on steel supports, holding each others hands despite the heat and sweat that left me struggling to keep my grip. I held on to you through the s
Crumbling;
ashes to ashes.
Pick up what of me you can find
break down what's left and what's dead
and rebuild me.
Bind together what's broken with your platitudes
stitch my cuts with brittle trust
and cover the scars with your image.
Make me what you want me to be:
whole.
String me up on your threads
And pull me in the right direction.
Control me.
Fix me..
Save me..
Please
Parasite;
taking a part of me with every bite
Parasite;
eating away at me, day and night.
Piece by piece, torn apart,
as the parasite approaches my weakened heart
Taking away my breath
As I grow faint with each step
With this bug, eating away at me,
I give up my hopes of being free
As I cross the gap,
between life and death, my lungs collapse
And I give in to a greater power,
as the parasite begins to cower.
All of hell's angels begin to harmonize,
and all of my joy subsides,
and a fuzzy feeling fills my chest,
and I know I'll long be out of rest.
Clutching loosly to the hell in front of me,
I close my eyes and am able t
You played me like a marionette, like an instrument of your evil. You played me until my strings began to fray and left my limbs suspended on shaky threads. You left my artificial joints failing and still. You left me helpless.
I still have the scars you gave me; still unhealed slashes ingrained on my chest. You were amazingly painful in your method of dropping me from the six-story building you tricked me into building, but you were amazing nonetheless. We leapt through stories and climbed mountains on steel supports, holding each others hands despite the heat and sweat that left me struggling to keep my grip. I held on to you through the s
Crumbling;
ashes to ashes.
Pick up what of me you can find
break down what's left and what's dead
and rebuild me.
Bind together what's broken with your platitudes
stitch my cuts with brittle trust
and cover the scars with your image.
Make me what you want me to be:
whole.
String me up on your threads
And pull me in the right direction.
Control me.
Fix me..
Save me..
Please
Parasite;
taking a part of me with every bite
Parasite;
eating away at me, day and night.
Piece by piece, torn apart,
as the parasite approaches my weakened heart
Taking away my breath
As I grow faint with each step
With this bug, eating away at me,
I give up my hopes of being free
As I cross the gap,
between life and death, my lungs collapse
And I give in to a greater power,
as the parasite begins to cower.
All of hell's angels begin to harmonize,
and all of my joy subsides,
and a fuzzy feeling fills my chest,
and I know I'll long be out of rest.
Clutching loosly to the hell in front of me,
I close my eyes and am able t
My junk is still a fabric fake,
(They're f*cking socks for heavens sake)
A manly layer goes on top,
(The cheapest boxers I could shop)
If only I could reach within,
(Pull out the shark brains through my skin)
Then maybe I wont realize,
(That there's no bulge between my thighs)
The downfall of human nature by 9meangirl, literature
Literature
The downfall of human nature
Not a man lost
Not a war won
The soldiers tire
But the fight hasn't even begun
The sun rises
A relinquishing heat
The show is beginning,
Take a seat
Sand storms
In a desert trap
Children cry
Bones snap
Pull the trigger
Please, do prepare
For the medals do not make up
For the scars you wear
The guillotine's blade
Rushing towards us
We die today
Aww, sad face. It sucks, but I've got to leave 9meangirl behind me. I can't deal with the name. I'll miss the page views, but getting them for my actual work could be a really nice feeling.
For all of those interested, my new account is here: ~Sugary-Venom (https://www.deviantart.com/sugary-venom). I will be on there from now on. I will leave this account up and check it, but rarely. Good luck to you all and wish me luck starting anew!
I've been really busy with all this school shit from my week away, so my apologies for not being on very much and also for not being very active.
I have a little snippet I've been saving for something random, so I will post it here. It's a nice little snippet of a bigger picture but there's not much I plan to do with it. My drawing skills have like...given up on life, so I might not have any drawings up for a while.
Just as a little update, everything has gotten so much better in the past month for me. I really want to thank everyone on here and not on here who made me move and who talked to me throughout everything.
I'm really proud of h
My Age:
[x] I am considered a minor.
[ ] I am over 18.
[ ] I am under 13.
[x] I am in between the ages of 13 and 18.
[x] I wish I was older.
[ ] I wish I was younger.
[ ] I like my age.
[ ] I know how to drive, even though I'm too young to have my license.
[ ] I drink/smoke and I'm underage.
My Appearance:
[ ] I have brown hair.
[ ] I have blonde hair.
[ ] I have black hair.
[x] I have red hair.
[ ] I have an unnatural hair color.
[ ] I've dyed my hair before.
[x] I've gotten highlights/lowlights before.
[ ] I have curly hair.
[ ] I have straight hair.
[ ] I have wavy hair.
[x] I have frizzy hair.
[ ] I straighten my hai